A Piece of My Past

Geesh, I totally forgot to blog tonight!  I was hoping to yesterday as well, but I spent the day in bed.  My fatigue was back in full force – blah!  Today was a bit better, but the MS fatigue was still there.  I’m not getting nervous yet.  I’m not going to start telling myself that the CCSVI surgery didn’t work for me – it’s way too early for that!  I’m just going to take things day by day.  I did try to motivate my blood flowage with my mind today.  I used visualization techniques and even recited a little cheer a few times.  It went a little something like this:  Two, Four, Six, Eight, Who do I appreciate?  My veins!  My veins!  Yea, my veins!  I pretended to have pom-poms and waved my arms around too.  I got a lot of weird looks from people in the mall….I also noticed that my mother pumped her short little legs and got as far away from me as possible.  I just yelled “It’s medicinal!”

For many years, I figured I just became weirder as I progressed into adulthood.  Surely, I must have had a “normal” childhood.  Well, that thought was demolished when I found an old childhood toy at my mother’s.  I would like to introduce – Kendra:

My mother spent many pain-staking hours, carefully creating this wonderful dress for Barbie.  She gives it to me and what do I do?  That’s right – I stick it on Ken and rename him Kendra.  I guess I’ve been a little warped since day one.

Today’s symptoms: A bit fatigued but no aches or pains – that’s a good sign!

Posted by Lizzy McFly at 4/10/2011 8:57 PM

Leave a Reply

Fill in your details below or click an icon to log in:

WordPress.com Logo

You are commenting using your WordPress.com account. Log Out /  Change )

Google photo

You are commenting using your Google account. Log Out /  Change )

Twitter picture

You are commenting using your Twitter account. Log Out /  Change )

Facebook photo

You are commenting using your Facebook account. Log Out /  Change )

Connecting to %s